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I looked deep into the blonde Swede's eyes, locking his gaze with mine.

Why can't it be perfect?

He didn't have feelings for me, not the same way as I did. I could just feel it by the way he looked at me.

This loves not even real

I felt no emotion anymore, I was so numb inside.

Why don't I cry for you?

I should've known…

Love was dead from the start

I shook my head as he turned around and continued to walk side by side with Cry, speaking happily with him as if I didn't exist.

I don't want you, I don't need you, I will forget you

I can't remember he's there, being sad… I can't… Care… If I want to get out of here…

It doesn't matter

I smiled at the blonde gamer through my mask, listening to each word he said.

I will play along, writing our song, we are perfect

One thought ran through my mind, watching the two, completely oblivious to my feelings.

I love you

I shook my head stubbornly as I tried to focus on anything unusual that might happen in this hell of a castle that had us captured.

No this is all wrong

I shook my head, sensing the distress coming from behind us, knowing it was Stephano.

Why aren't you gone?

Stephano…

I know you're not that strong

Sensing the others were feeling what I was feeling, I bottled it up as quickly as I could.

Don't listen to me

I turned back to PewDie, smiling, as I listened to his idea on how to get us to progress.

We will always be
So perfectly happy

What if Cry was only putting on an act…?

The lies you succumb to

What if PewDie didn't know?

Blissfully unaware

I pushed the thought away, promising to refer back to it later on. My thoughts drifted back to PewDie…

I don't know how you can't
See through my façade

It was so hard… One choice… I had to let one go…

I don't want you, I don't need you, I will forget you

I quickly pushed them as far away as I could, trying my hardest to ignore them.

It doesn't matter

Everyone seemed distraught about something, making us end up wandering around the castle, not sure where we were headed anymore.

I will play along, writing our song, we are perfect

The same thought ran through my mind over and over again every time I stole a glance at PewDie.

I love you

I wanted to stab those feelings away, keep them out of my heart.

No this is all wrong

I kept asking my feelings the same question, knowing the truth yet still wondering the same thing.

Why aren't you gone?

Don't fight with yourself…

I know you're not that strong

PewDie turned back towards me, meeting my eyes for a split second as I shot daggers at him.

Don't listen to me

PewDie redirected his attention forward, he looked hurt. When he turned towards me, I offered him a smile.

We will always be
So perfectly happy

The guilt of hurting him shot through me like electrical shocks, making me frown in disappointment at myself.

And maybe one day I will
Get to see your smile

The very possible and immediate future came to my mind like a ton of bricks. What if Cry loved PewDie, as if he had the same feelings for him as I did for the blonde Swede?

In the arms of someone
Who loves you like I do

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME! WHY CAN'T I JUST STOP!

No, this is all wrong

The distraught feelings of Stephano seemed to radiate off of his golden body.

Why aren't you gone?

I'm sorry…

I know you're not that strong

I walked past them, I couldn't take the emotions that fell over me in avalanches, I had to let it out.

Don't listen to me

I turned towards PewDie after watching Stephano storming off.

We will always be
So perfectly happy

"PewDie…"  I whispered softly before the emotions took over.
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Lyrics: Megurine Luka "Lie" www.youtube.com/watch/?v=nQoVF…
I do not own the original song.

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If You're Lost Between The Perspectives, Here's A Key:
Stephano's Perspective
PewDie's Perspective
Cry's Perspective
Lyrics

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~Wolfy
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:iconlastbutnotalise:
LastbutnotAlise Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
asdfghjkl-I immediately recognized that song ~! <3 I love it! And you made it fit very nicely here ^^
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Wolf4821 Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2013
Thank you. I remember working on this piece for quite some time <3
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:iconlastbutnotalise:
LastbutnotAlise Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
^^ np~
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:iconknightviper1:
Knightviper1 Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013
i know that song xD
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:iconwolf4821:
Wolf4821 Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013
Same here. It's one of my favorites .////.
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:iconknightviper1:
Knightviper1 Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013
Excellent choice, friend ;)
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:iconwolf4821:
Wolf4821 Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013
Grazie~ ^^
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xPunkTrendyKilljoyx Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2013   Artist
CRY!
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:iconwolf4821:
Wolf4821 Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2013
:iconthankyouplz:
This vote will count in Part Seven~
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BlizzardHaleAlpha Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2012   Artist
STEPHANO!!! <3
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:iconwolf4821:
Wolf4821 Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2013
:iconthankyouplz:
This vote will count in Part Seven~
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:iconeroemo-chan:
EroEmo-chan Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2012  Hobbyist
Team :iconstephanoplz:
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:iconwolf4821:
Wolf4821 Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2013
:iconthankyouplz:
This vote will count in Part Seven~
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RockingPineaple Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2012
:iconstephanoplz:
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:iconwolf4821:
Wolf4821 Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2013
:iconthankyouplz:
This vote will count in Part Seven~
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LordSesshyFangirl Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2012
TEAM STEPHANO!!!
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:iconwolf4821:
Wolf4821 Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2012
This vote will be counted in Part Six to bring up voting stats.
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Pewwwdiecry Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
Do you know when you might post part eight? Btw Good story so far
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:iconwolf4821:
Wolf4821 Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012
[link]
And Thanks c:
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:iconyalarof:
Yalarof Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2012
CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEXT ONE!
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:iconwolf4821:
Wolf4821 Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2012
Haha ^^ next one is being written in a bit c:
See newest update for more information c:
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:iconyalarof:
Yalarof Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012
NUUUU! I needs it NOW. LOL
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:iconwolf4821:
Wolf4821 Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012
IT'S OUTS NOWS. .
Lmao c:
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:iconyalarof:
Yalarof Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012
OHMIGAWD REALLY?
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:iconwolf4821:
Wolf4821 Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012
YUUUUUUS c: [link]
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:iconyalarof:
Yalarof Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2012
AH MAH GAWD THAT WAS AWESOME! The kiss thing was a little weird... But I LOVED piggeh at the end! LOL to the MAX!
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Wolf4821 Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2012
Thank you! ^_^
And ^^; thanks cx
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NightPanic Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
Stephano :upset: :nuu: :cling:
(green guy Stephano, blue/purple/black guy me)
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:iconwolf4821:
Wolf4821 Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2012
{Lmaooo cx}
Don't Worry. . . We've Only Begun >;D
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sms333 Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2012
I've loved this story so much! I can't wait for the ending! I'm rooting for Stephano, but I guess I'll just have to wait for the Real Part Eight. :eager:
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Wolf4821 Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2012
Thanks ^^
. . .
But the ending will be in Book Two ^^;
Sorry!
iCant say who will win PewDie's heart in the end. . .
>;D
All iCan do is sit quiet, write, post, wait for responses, and continue forth.
^_^
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sms333 Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2012
Wut. .A. Oh well! Just more wonderous yaoi for me to read! ^^
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:iconwolf4821:
Wolf4821 Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2012
Lmaoooo c:
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:iconsms333:
sms333 Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2012
- gives pen and paper - Write. ._.
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:iconwolf4821:
Wolf4821 Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2012
~pushed away gently~ ^^;
iDont actually write, iType ^^;
Writing takes forever and iMight lose the idea iWant . . . ;-;
But we're working on it c:
Expect the next part to be out. . .
Erm, let me check my schedule.
~checks~
Um. . . The week of October 7-13? ^^;
Sorry, there's a lot going on, you can blame my teachers for so much homework. . . But i'll try to get it up for your sake and every one else who's still reading it ^^
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sms333 Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2012
Darn teachers! Always ruining my yaoi.... - grumbles - I thought teachers WANTED you to read >.< Oh well... I can be patient. Take however long you need! ^^
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:iconwolf4821:
Wolf4821 Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2013
Hahah. . . cx
Seriously~!
Teachers can suck sometimes~
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:icontwiflutterpie:
twiflutterpie Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
woot woot can't wait :D
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:iconwolf4821:
Wolf4821 Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2012
The Real Part Eight Is Coming Soon c:
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:icontwiflutterpie:
twiflutterpie Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
awsome! i go for team stephano! XD
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:iconwolf4821:
Wolf4821 Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2012
Haha, there's no voting on this one cx so you'll have to vote on the REAL part eight when it comes out cx
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twiflutterpie Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
oh ok XD
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candy3314 Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2012
Hmmm! Okkk xD A bit confused but OK
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:iconwolf4821:
Wolf4821 Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2012
What are you confused about? o.o
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:iconcandy3314:
candy3314 Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2012
Just the format :) It's fine really, It's just me xD
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:iconwolf4821:
Wolf4821 Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2012
Sorry ^^;
The format key is in the description ^^;
Sorry, it's how iWrote it ^^;
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KittyPrincess102 Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2012
Oh my god I can't wait!!!
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:iconwolf4821:
Wolf4821 Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2012
Hehe, we shall write the TRUE part eight when we have at least two other stories up! ^^;
We're working on it bro c:
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:iconkittyprincess102:
KittyPrincess102 Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2012
Awww yeeeaah C:
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:iconwolf4821:
Wolf4821 Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2012
Part nine coming soon c:
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